The Spirit Of Rejection

The Spirit Of Rejection The Cycle of Failure: When a spirit of rejection is allowed to enter someone, it is because they have judge another for rejecting them. The rejected person draws more rejection to themselves, because this spirit can be sensed by others, and it repels them without them knowing why. Thus the cycle for rejection is set for life, if not dealt with. The law of sowing and reaping is put into motion through sin of judging another,
Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap.( Gal.6:7) K.J.V.. As this person rejects others and continues to be rejected, a lifestyle of failure, defeat and more rejection emerges. What happens when you try to help a wounded animal? Your intensions may be good, but they will be misinterpreted by the animal, who snaps at you and bites you because of fear of futher hurts. Thus, the person trying to help receives wounds inflicted on them. The only choice is to leave the animal alone to suffer, in order to protect one self. The cycle of rejection propitiates itself. Rejection from the womb : After birth, a person like a friend of named Dee, she had felt in after her mother gave birth to her that she felt as if she had been given up for adoption. So, A Spirit of Adoption and as well a Spirit of Rejection came as a grieving ( spirit of heaviness) entered her spirit. She had gone to a hospital for 6 weeks unable to keep any formula down, and had a death wish brought on by the spirit of rejection. When she finally adopted, she then cried constantly criticized her, and nothing she ever did was good enough. She became near sighted and retreated into reading books to excape her constant wrath. Then Dee realized her adopted mother retaliated by ridiculing her calling her a book worm. Then soon Dee had developed sever allergies that had restricted her activites and had kept her away from others.,while she had retreated herself in another world. She judged both her blood mother and her adoptive mother for rejecting her. Therefore, she began to reap rejection through others. Exclusion : Dee felt excluded from the group, on the outside looking in, unworthy, unwanted. ( Reality check: She was then invited into a Shakepearean society in high school where she had many friends.) She felt humilated by imagined rejection which she knew it showed and very obvious to all ... The human spirit can endure a sick body, but who can bear it if the spirit is crushed? ( Pr.18:14) N.L.T. A wounded spirit, which God reveals in His Word creates an opening for the spirit of heaviness. Dee was used to walking around crying without not knowing why this was happening to her, rejecting people before they could reject her, doing everything alone so no one could spurn her at all. She then became very Independent person. She had taken many adventures in her own life, she did acting, being a muscian which by the way paid her money to support herself . she just loved immersing herself into her own characters and had won very many awards for acting in her other profession. With this test of success that she had desperately needed, it was natural to turn her own career in show business. She knew it was just perfect for her at that time.She could play other's in seemingly being likeable successful happy people, and get paid doing it too. Man, Dee was so good at this facade, but she just couldn't hide it from herself, only because she had to deal with it inside of Dee in real life but to her own emotional issues came in the way until something so much bigger to become an like an explosion to set into motions to begin to take a hold of her do it. Anorexia: Yet there was going to be trouble on the next horizen and it was a very deep troubling situation which had been brewing inside of herself, Dee has become Anorexic, deeply obsessed and very dissatisifed with her own apprearence, literally starving herself down from 135 pounds, to just 96 pounds. Her and her mother had spent a better part of her childhood critizing her and her appearence, so to her it was natural unto Dee when she loked in the mirror what she had been seeing in her mirror was this very ugly, fat person looking back at her. A Lying spirit had entered along with the spirit of deception. She had made an inner vow: " I'll Never be fat". Therfore, Dee was fighting the vow, and the spirit of fear telling her that absolutely No one would like her now or in the future is she was fat. ( In total reality she was skinny but totally attractive Young Woman ). That disease had been talking down inside of herself and in Anorexic always seeks to perfect themselves only because of deeply burried anger. Also, there is guilt that a person are trying to atone for ones own sins. The Fighter: Throughout her job as a performer in the bright lights and all the goings on with that types of life styles she then began to be a fighter. Dee had made her vow to herself exclusively " No one will ever tell Me what to do ever again" , then she began defending herself in essense that No ne would be able to hold a very negitive thoughts about her either. And she ment it, she had nurmous fights that we infamous, never ever allowing anyone else to say very negatives things about her in any fight that she had had with different people, often times with the ones in her own family settings , whether it was parents, brothers, sisters or her friends., or distance relatives too. Often times enough she had been beaten up by family, friends or aquaintences thst she had thought were a close friends that she had grown up with in the neighborhood setting as well. Often times those different kinds of people throw her out of a car ( that was in motion, in the middle of a street, or curb near her home as a child growing up, in the rain storms, or just plain eatting in a resturant, or at a persons home where she had went to visit, in fits of rage in a very heated arugement fists were alway's flying at someone at any given moment.) Afterwords, things appeard in one's own body such as welts, bruises, blackeye, fat lips and sworn to the another vow ... "I'l get them at another time, and another place for what they had done to me ". it was a cycle, as far as she locked doors in the car she had been riding in and being in those very public battle when everyone knew her. She was known in those battles as someone whom beating up men or women and trying to pulverize those different people as she has beat them down to a pulp, then had her own hair being pulled as she approached her last bit of breathe that was left inside of in a full fledge rage.. she was trying to kill them in her final blows because she just didn't care anymore about anyone or anything to just get it done and over with in her many battles. After those experiences all kinds of people left her alone and was very afraid of her, that included family as well, friends too. Doors was being closed all around her but only to go somewhere else in finding new friends, and a new town along the way. The Hidden Mask: In show business they truly learn to wear many mask of success, happiness, alway's getting applause, being loved by different people but like anything else it was never ever enough in shining like someone elses beauitful trophie because of very different drama's that she had played in. But yet keeping people at a distance because if they had known whom she really was then they would flee as fast as they could from her, and then once again feeling rejected. She often drank at first with many people for all actuality some remained friends to her but all others left her, including family as well, then later on down the road she began to use drugs from those very hallucinogenic in variety types of different ones in drug usage, mainly street drugs, as well as alcohol was used alot in Dee's life to try to kill all of the deep pains that rose high like a raging river. In those taughting words that rose up inside of her over and over again. They kept telling her she's rejected, worthless, loneliness, being hated, suicide, self -loathing, murder had highly tormented her daily more often that she wanted it to do in her own life. she had ended up in a hospital and they pumpped her stomach out of those pills that she had taken, it wasn't long after that she had gone into a rehabilitation for all that had died in her and she didn't know how to find herself at all , she was lost in a world that she didn't know how to come out of, nor she didn't think it would never happen for her in a life time as well. she didn't know how to get free from these incertitude of emotions that was raging in on her life. Born Again And Set Free: These demons held it's very tight grips on her until she was finally set free and born again. Then the Spirit of Life in Jesus Chrit had entered in her spirit but yet still had those awful tendency in knowning she was free, but yet evil spirits continued to occupy in the soulish realm. As she read the Word Of God, She had deeply learned about the spirit of adoption, and God's greatest compassionate love began flooding in her in her being. The WORD was these wonderful reading of that scripture verse as You will see: His unchanging plan has always been to adopt us into his own family by bringing us to himself through Jesus Christ. And this gave him great pleasure.So we praise God for the wonderful kindness he has poured out on us because we belong to his dearly loved Son.(Eph.1:5,6 N.L.T.). You see here"Love is the key" ingredient this process of one's deliverance. Sometimes She would weep for hours as she meditate on the scripture on the process of what Jesus Chrit had literally gone through at the cross for her and everyone else in the world. No one in our world today do for us like Jesus Christ had done and love us so very much most of all He was truly un-selfish and uncomplete way in showing us what He's is about, he did for not only me but for You ! Dee became a fervant soul winner, and she wanted everyone that came across her pth just how much Jesus Christ in all the wonders of His love in thier lives as well, and in that wonderful in how He had been teated by people in being rejected, dispised from all people , he portrayed it on that cross, and hath carried many sorrows as well for You will see : He was despised and rejected--a man of sorrows, acquainted with bitterest grief. We turned our backs on him and looked the other way when he went by. He was despised, and we did not care.Yet it was our weaknesses he carried; it was our sorrows^[a] that weighed him down. And we thought his troubles were a punishment from God for his own sins!But he was wounded and crushed for our sins. He was beaten that we might have peace. He was whipped, and we were healed! ( Isa. 53:3-5 N.L.T. ). She wept for day's over those verses she had found, realizing that Jesus Christ had identified Himself with her even in death. He had truly felt what she had felt, wounded as she was wounded. He the stone the builder had rejected as You will see: Coming to Him as to a living stone, rejected indeed by men, but chosen by God and precious ( 1peter 2:4 NKJV). Here is a man as well as a Savior whom had been deepy rejected by men and other in that day and by his own Father as He cried out on His Cross in which Jesus Christ had felt in His own rejection and this is what He cried unto His own father: And about the ninth hour Jesus cried out with a loud voice, saying, “Eli, Eli, lama sabachthani?� that is, “My God, My God, why have You forsaken Me?� (Matt27:46 NKJV) , He had paid such a very, very high price for Me and You so we could be totally accepted in Him as our very dear and Beloved Jesus Christ : to the praise of the glory of His grace, by which He made us accepted in the Beloved. ( James 1:6 NKJV). Every thing started coming off of Dee small layers at a time in all of those deceptions had fallen from her soul and so bloisterous she said " Hallelujah !!!!!!!!! She found the scripture that had expressed to about a father figure : When my father and my mother forsake me, Then the LORD will take care of me. ( Ps.27:10 NKJV). Even though she still had those feelings that had seemed to her that they were plagued her, however , by feelings of unworthiness and sorrow, loneliness and failure. What she did was worship instead by having break free through prasing when they came knocking on those doors of her own heart, she did it as often as they came to literally tormenting her as she then forced them to leave her., she got very worn out, tired from them coming over and over again, what they had done was a constant twisting misinterpreted things people has said to her and did as a rejection inside of herself, finally a precious Pastor had finally recognized what was going on with Dee and began to minister truth and finally delieverance to her. the next thing that Dee did was in knowing that all of those evil influences off of her own life and began to pray for forgivness in people whom influenced her, parents, and even in rejecting her own self in all those things. And repented about all things that had gone down in her own life. Glorious Change : Dee's life had radically changed! She knew that she was totally free to finally enjoy people with out twisting every expression and word into rejection in her own mind. She really truly rejoices in the wonderful friends that God has brought to her. Dee had No idea how life truly is in her surroundings by those whom help her along the way in keeping her accountable in all things only to show her what the Lord wants for her own life today. And when that viel was lifted over her eyes all that fitered people though very difficult circumstances through all of her wounds and isues and situations of her past had become so much clearer today as she daily taken it head on in the Lord. My Prayer is that if You know someone You know that is suffering right now from being badly tormented by the Spirit of Rejection of those very ugly past, that You will have Mercy on them, Look past those wounds, like they were an animal that had been hurt so very badly in that person life, in those reactions, self- preservation tactics, rejections as they manifested themselves to You, deliever them in Jesus 'name. I can spot them a mile away, so can You. Let's demonstrate the compassion Jesus Christ has shown us, by taking that step from such an wounded, hideous, very twisted spirit, from darkness to Jesus Christ Kingdom of light. Definition:" Rejection," according to the Webster's Dictionary, denotes, refusing to accept, recognize, or make use of, to refuse affection, or recognition. Problems with rejection often begin in the womb. Perhaps you were unwanted or an unwanted gender. Then you build a huge wall around yourself to be insulted from pain. Generally, the personality take one of three paths : The victim,the persecutor, or the phony. All personalities types may become perfectionistic, impatient,frustrated, haughty, and angry. Because of all the introspection, the person becomes selfish, possessive, controlling and very manipulative. These traits may have all the traits described below, or manifest only a few; sometimes tough love. 1.The "victim" languishes in self - pity, is often sarcastic, with drawn, pessimistic, lonely, depressed, helpless, listless, suicidal, insecure, fatalistic. They may begin to withdraw into a fantasy world. Many of the people who use drugs do so to excape rejection. They may overcome with fear, fretting, and anxieties. They may become the jealous wife or husnad, or feign sickness for attention and play helpless. It's hard for a person to walk in faith and victory, because they get too much attention by alway's playing the victim. This personality can very easily get involved in a abusive relationships where they stay to everyone's dismay. Or another tack and become a loner. They would like to become independent so they never have to trust others. Inside they are hurting, but they really look alright to the world. 2. The "Phony" is the very life of any party. They talk too loud, boast, wear too much make-up,or jewerly, alway's has the best car or house, but are completly empty inside. They often come way to early or stay way to late. They are often real needy, and wear their friends out wanting attention. The mask they wear is very superfical happiness and indifferance, and they often marry for convenience, with No real intimacy. They can't allow others to know them because of the fear of rejection. If someone gets to close, they will cut off the relationship. They often have many aquaintances but few friends. Ironically, sometimes this person is the person that they envy, until their true rapid state is discovered. The "Phony" has trouble ever developing deep intimacy with the Lord because of the thick protective walls that he or she has built around the real true idenity in self as a person within themselves. 3. The " Persecutor" is a person full of bitterness, hatered, resentment, and rebellion and stubborness. He oe She has a lot of anger that can turn inward or outward, sometimes both. If he or she tries to turn it inward, then they become suicidal or physically sick, or it will break out periodically into violence towards others. This can be the brooding angry youn man or woman, capable of heinous acts, or wife abuser whom alway's keep promising to change. Often, the profile will include a father or a mother who ignored them, deserted them, or failed to show love. Therefore, he or she will do whatever it takes to get attention, negative or postive. The "Persecutor" has trouble trusting God, because of Hie oe her father or mother had failed them. The cycle of abuse is hard to break, but nothing is impossible with God. I have heard said that a person relationship with one or the other parent willbe reflected in a relationship with God, and All of those other relationships and with the church too. Deliverance: 1. First, the person Must clearly state that he or she does Not want this eveil spirit of rejection, and the other spirit that came in on it's coat tails, anymore. 2. Second, the evil spirit Must be cast out. It Must be rebuked and made to leave. 3. Forgive, others who have rejected You. Be very specific. This allows God to forgive You. (Mk.11:25). 4. Ask God to forgive you for the sin of others, judgment of others, rebellion, witchcraft,bitterness, etc. 5. Ask God to forgive your offenders. 6. Ask God to deal with those very deep wounds in Your soul, and bring in inner healing a. Receive and believe God's Word concerning His acceptance and love for You. b. Sometimes this is the hardest part. You've been under influences of rejection for so long that it is truly hard to believe God truly loves You. Believe it ! God truly does loves You ! For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life. ( Jhn.3:16N.K.J.V.) 7. Learn to see Youeself as God sees You ! When the battle ensues and this demon tries to return. (believe me, he will ) putting thoughts of discouragement and rejection right back on YOU, begin rejoicing in the Lord, speaking forth what God's Word says about You. Alway's remeber that You can Never be seperated from the Love of God. nor height nor depth, nor any other created thing, shall be able to separate us from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus our Lord. (Rom. 8:39 N.K.J.V). catcmo2006